Follow your Heart..

“Do as your heart desires” ..

Someone very special to me suggested that .. and I thought I always did so … but doesn’t seem like it .. Cause inspite of it all I have this burning desire to do something .. something that will make me happy .. though to me happiness is a state of mind that we choose to be in .. Rather than the outer drives that we have .. 

Yesterday .. outta the blue whilst sitting in class I began doodling with my pencil . something I haven’t done in ages ..  I have seen people scribble and then wow! there is something so good to the eyes on paper .. but I guess I have been concentrating so much on what should be done that I never let the pencil control my hand and it happened yesterday .. I just went on and on .. and the end result was this .. I had not scribbled like this in 6 years and I was so excited about it..and  that’s why I have put it up here.

 This sense of being has come  from this very special friend I met about a couple of months ago and spent so little time with him ... I feel happy and good to be myself , whenever i hear from him. .. today I feel like writing about him .. he’s funny,he's cute .. and above all very very special to me .. I may never be able to ever express how I feel and probably never know .. but still I wait to see him online .. I hope to hear his voice because it always brings a sense of cheer to me .. I wish I’d spent more time with him .. I don’t know what it is .. but he constantly tells me just give it a go .. do what u feel most happy doing .. I wish I could be like him .. he’s so vibrant .. so enthusiastic about everything he does and most importantly follows his heart .. he does things that probably most of us would normally spend a lifetime pondering about.. wish I could do this and wish I could do that and still never land up doing any of it

 Today I feel like dedicating this blog to this special person..

I don’t know if he’ll ever read it .. and even if he does .. he might not know its for him .. but I wish I could tell him how important he is to me .. I guess we all come across someone .. who we look up to and feel like believing in what they say cause they aren’t the ones who advice u on what you should do , but instead they inspire you by their actions .. he is so talented from the little that I know of him.

Everyone who know him have this  to say about him .. "he’s a darling" .. "a great person and most of all a wonderful human being" .. never thought he’d have such an impact upon me .. that I think to myself where had he been all these years ..